are different and I don't think there is any way to recapture the original feeling. Maybe there is...that seems so negative. I want to be able to have that feeling again but it seems like so many obstacles were put in place to through us off. Yay! I love being vague. Whatever...I still have yoga and lovely friends. It was funny because this person pointed out I have some trust issues...I always expect the other person to leave. Yet I feel so invested in such a short time with this person that I want to make it work. I want that easy feeling back. I want him to ask me out like he use to. I don't mind making plans but I don't really have money to take him out. I hate inviting myself places. I think I'm welcome but sometimes I end up staying too long. Is it all a game? Like who will crack first? Insanity...blissful ignorance...
Oh well...at least I got to see Krista today and have a wonderful conversation and drink coffee. Discuss life goals and dreams and relationships. She is a beautiful person, full of life and love. Then I came home and did some yoga...beautiful!
