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pretty annoying when you feel like you're not allowed to admit that you're happy because you're afraid of hurting someone's feelings. But damnit, I'm feeling happy. I hate that what happened hurt him but break-ups usually hurt. It wasn't easy for me but I felt like it was the best for both of us. I really just want to wish him the best and I hope we can eventually be friends. I appreciate all the love and support from all of our friends. It's crazy to think that its only been 2 and a half weeks since we broke up. We were together for 2 and a half years. My second longest adult relationship.

I feel like this time around being single, I'm in a much more mature and confident place as a person. Yeah, I might have dealt with the break-up kind of shitty but damn its awkward still living with someone when you're ready to move forward/on. I'm excited to move into a new place. I can't wait for school to begin. And holy crap, I'll be 30 in August! WTF!! I do not think that's old but its some weird milestone that people trump up. Whatever! I want to go go-cart racing or roller-skating! hahaha...so much more to come...loves

oh wow

So many changes to my life. A temporary place to live. I hope I can stay here until mid-June. Then I'm gonna move into a two bedroom apartment with a friend. She'll only be staying there a couple nights a week at first. So I'll basically be living on my own again. I'm looking forward to that. I've got cool roomies right now but it's kinda weird that they're mutual friends. I'm going back to school in the fall, some way some how! I must get my yoga teacher certification. That's what I want to do! So I'm going to do it. Moving forward...much love!