oh this thing we call love...why does it cause so much pain? We are sucked in during the early stages with wide open hearts and googly eyes. I feel lucky as of late because I've found someone who accepts me for me and I do the same for him. It hurts me to hear my friends discuss the heartbreak they are contending with when I finally realized these relationships have to happen organically. We push and shove until we get what we want, then we don't want what we have.
Sometimes I feel like I have more than my share of love. Maybe a little guilty that I am loved. Yet I know that we all deserve all the love that is out there. As long as we love ourselves and give love freely, will we recieve it in return.
I feel that my past experience with divorce and friendship loss makes me more thankful for what I have right now. My boyfriend and friends help me live in the present and enjoy everyday. Maybe that is why it is so easy to love them. I need to say I love you more often.
I love you!!
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