Ugh

I still feel pretty shitty about Friday night. I got wasted and blacked out and Trevor had to get me home because I was basically making a fool of myself. I woke up at 12pm yesterday and immediately started looking for my debit card and my phone. Both were nowhere to be found. FUCK! I went back to sleep and decided to deal with both when I was more coherent.

Once I actually woke up, around 3:30ish pm, I called my bank and cancelled my card. Then I called Verizon and switched to an old phone. Both fairly easy calls to make. At this point my body decided this was too much activity for me and I puked. The kind where there is nothing in your stomach but water. Blehhhhhh...

On top of all this nonsense, I end up seeing one of Trevor's friends that we went out with and the first thing he does is hand me my bank card. Well shit, I wish I knew he had it because I wouldn't have cancelled my card.

Then I wake up at some point today to my blackberry sitting on the night stand. Apparently Trevor found it just sitting on the living room floor. I was so out of it yesterday, that I didn't even notice my phone's presence in the room. Fuck me!

Oh well...at least I got my shit back...my dignity was a little bruised and I feel crappy that my boyfriend had to take care of me. I'm lucky to have him! :)

Good Morning!

nevermind, its actually afternoon. hahaha...I'm sooo funny! This whole sleeping in thing is getting out of control. I actually got out of bed at 11:30am but it seems that there are many days when I don't roll out of bed until noon or later. I feel like this is probably not something any other 29 year old person is doing. Although, I don't know any other 29 year old hostesses either. Plus I mostly work in the evening. Then I get home and am not ready to go to sleep. I enjoy a few drinks with my boyfriend. We talk and he plays COD. Its actually a rather enjoyable way of spending an evening.
Fortunately/unfortunately these evenings will probably come to an end soon. Trevor has a lead on a job! He starts Friday and he'll be given more details about what will be expected of him. I hope that it will be something that he enjoys or at least can tolerate.
I feel extremely peaceful in this lifestyle that my boyfriend and I are creating. I remember writing over a year ago, about how I wanted to wake up in the late morning and drink a cup of coffee. I enjoy slowly starting my day. I feel like I took an early part of my 20's and tried to be a person I was not, too adultish. Now I get to be who I want with a person who accepts ME!
Goals to be accomplished in no particular order:
Travel to as many different countries as possible
Move to another state
Buy new clothes
Become a yoga instructor
Go snowboarding
Jump out of an airplane again